Spirit in The Raw - eBook
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I’ve found writing this book has been a very difficult task, not because it's technically difficult, far from it, but rather because it challenges all of the "Face” I've ever presented to the world, and declares me, maybe a kook, or worse still, totally bloody mad. For most of my life I've been the suited businessmen, the professional manager, the charity worker, the professional speaker, the conservative family man. I have never presented myself to the wider population as being Spiritual, Religious or New Age, and I'm not sure that any of those labels really do describe who I am or what I'm doing. I was brought up a Catholic, but found the culture of fear unenlightening, although I do have to thank the Sisters of Mercy and the Christian Brothers for the many good values they gave me during my education.
I'm not even sure if what I do is channelling as I dislike labels when it comes to this type of activity. Certainly, I'm a conduit to the Source, the Universal Mind of unlimited knowing and for 37 years, late at night, and in times of solitude and contemplation I've been writing these journals and watching in amazement, while incredible and profound messages run off the end of my pen.
As I watch each word I wonder if I'm making it up and question if in fact I do have a divine connection, but as the messages are so compelling and continuous I cannot believe I'm making it up. For many years, I kept this secret Source and the messages they told me to myself. I would occasionally share the messages with selected friends with whom I felt safe and eventually I told my wife, but she looked at me sideways, and that was enough for me to keep it to myself for even longer.
In 1984 while mediating, I received a visit or visitation from two blue beings, who took me on a journey in space and time during that journey they told me I had an important role to play on planet Earth and that I was to forget my personal and business goals and because I had grand goals for my personal life and my business life and what they were suggesting was completely contrary to that. Yet the experience created great conflict within me. I didn't want to know about their vision for me or the message and I certainly didn't want to give up on my personal goals. However, I continued to write my journal and the messages continued to be contrary to my personal and business visions.
In 1989 I was diagnosed with leukaemia and told there was no curative approach and the best I could expect was palliative care and maybe five years of life. Over the next 12 years, I battled the leukaemia and the journal messages continued to flow and I concentrated even harder on my business career and finding a way to heal my body. The result was I had been financially successful, but my body was dying. In 2001 I had reached end‐stage disease and was told I had less than three months to live. I had undergone three bone marrow transplants and still had progressive disease. The doctors decided to give me one more infusion of transplanted cells, but suggested I would only get another 18 months of life.
The day of that transplant, I had an emotional and angry conversation with God, and I demanded back all my energy, all my fragments, all my denied parts, all my life energy and I demanded to be healed, and 54 days after that event the doctors could find no sign of leukaemia in my body – I was healed, and as I continued to write my journal I was still fighting the path I’d been shown almost 20 years before. I embarked upon new business ventures, but at each turn there seemed to be blockages and stops, which prevented me from realising my business goals.
While the thought of doing business got more difficult I began to be increasingly sure from writing the journal and sharing its contents with others that this path was the right calling for me. Eventually it became apparent that unless I started to publish this information there would be no peace in my life. So I've had to throw caution to the wind trust in the power of attraction to bring abundance and sustenance to my life and do what I was asked to do those many years ago by the visiting blue beings. Be the teacher and a trigger to those who wish to evolve to a new level of consciousness.
Here I present highlights of my journal from 2000 to 2009 in the order it was delivered and without censure, so it’s... Spirit In The Raw |
